tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-247415602024-03-13T06:29:41.189-05:00A Passive ObserverLet my own lack
of a voice be heard.a passive observerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00999172877200550679noreply@blogger.comBlogger237125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24741560.post-67210819157567280582016-05-27T11:11:00.001-05:002016-05-27T11:11:44.169-05:00I will not immortalize this moment. But DAMN, who knew it would feel like this!a passive observerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00999172877200550679noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24741560.post-27180336546993352262016-03-15T00:45:00.001-05:002016-03-15T00:45:20.854-05:00Talked to him. Feeling alone now more than ever. a passive observerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00999172877200550679noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24741560.post-39507710973790922902016-03-13T13:44:00.001-05:002016-03-13T13:46:25.442-05:00I feel like I'm legit, just letting this wither away. It doesn't feel good, but seems like it just has to happen. I'm not depressed, but I am bored...and lonely...and disappointed as hell. 💔a passive observerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00999172877200550679noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24741560.post-80784720652534007122016-02-12T16:14:00.001-05:002016-02-12T16:14:34.525-05:00Screaming into the infinite abyss a passive observerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00999172877200550679noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24741560.post-4392422283630362622015-12-01T01:05:00.001-05:002015-12-01T01:05:51.948-05:00How can I be in a relationship and yet feel so lonely?a passive observerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00999172877200550679noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24741560.post-40119295655710266922015-08-09T22:49:00.001-05:002015-08-09T22:49:37.576-05:00Dear QuentinI have never been more disappointed in anyone than I am in you right now. This is exactly the reason why I keep to myself and don't want to let anyone in. You've broken my heart and I can't say I don't hate you for it. All I can do now is start unravelling my feelings. Start from scratch and learn how to forget you. I've let myself obsess and dream about a future with you. I feel like an idiot a passive observerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00999172877200550679noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24741560.post-7347966314769605792015-08-06T21:03:00.001-05:002015-08-06T21:03:54.601-05:00I really hate putting this out into the universe, but I feel like soon I'm gonna be gone. a passive observerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00999172877200550679noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24741560.post-16228449676037510562015-08-03T00:15:00.001-05:002015-08-03T00:15:31.274-05:00Karma...That bitch!a passive observerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00999172877200550679noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24741560.post-54294013704626660922015-06-28T23:06:00.001-05:002015-06-28T23:06:07.412-05:00This is all of me that I have to leave behind. I don't know what the future holds and quite frankly, I don't care. I'm so tired of my anxiety and constant self doubt. I'm pretty sure this is all karma. I really wish I had more to add to this journal except pain. One thing I do want to say though: I love you Q, but I'm not sure that we can even be friends at this point....a passive observerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00999172877200550679noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24741560.post-54813333684228735552015-02-24T14:30:00.001-05:002015-02-24T14:30:14.593-05:00I feel like crying. Why am I feeling so lonely right now?a passive observerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00999172877200550679noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24741560.post-19005521816582478172015-02-21T19:50:00.001-05:002015-02-21T19:50:13.751-05:00All I can think about....is you. Everything else is just background noise. a passive observerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00999172877200550679noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24741560.post-24499060011533212822014-06-24T22:02:00.001-05:002014-06-24T22:02:24.794-05:00Apple of my eye18 months!!a passive observerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00999172877200550679noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24741560.post-72469710704951036412014-04-24T11:40:00.001-05:002014-04-24T11:40:11.065-05:00I'm ready to be unplugged from the Matrix, please. a passive observerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00999172877200550679noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24741560.post-8883359440703663572014-04-11T21:24:00.001-05:002014-04-11T21:24:33.950-05:00I can't believe I'm back here. Just in case something terrible happens to me, I want you guys to know that I love you. Especially you!a passive observerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00999172877200550679noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24741560.post-2337208737240941002014-04-04T22:36:00.001-05:002014-04-05T18:52:35.963-05:00I feel like killing myself. I can't tell anyone though. Being a mom is super fucking hard. I'm terrified!a passive observerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00999172877200550679noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24741560.post-5130418941975291172013-03-26T08:41:00.001-05:002014-06-24T21:59:02.030-05:00Happy 3 months, HarperI can't believe how big you're getting, darling! a passive observerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00999172877200550679noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24741560.post-16754769145986367172013-03-18T17:13:00.001-05:002013-03-18T17:13:58.823-05:00<3 <3My chunky monkey is getting so big :) a passive observerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00999172877200550679noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24741560.post-42585810419817255162013-03-10T15:33:00.001-05:002013-03-10T15:33:01.254-05:00"Never knew I could feel like this. Like I've never seen the sky before. Want to vanish inside you bliss. Everyday I love you more and more. " a passive observerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00999172877200550679noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24741560.post-50712962605622122472013-03-06T00:16:00.001-05:002013-03-06T00:16:13.336-05:00I love my braids!! a passive observerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00999172877200550679noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24741560.post-88043222777708694462013-03-06T00:15:00.001-05:002013-03-06T00:15:31.365-05:00Last twist out before I put the yarn braids back in! a passive observerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00999172877200550679noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24741560.post-86384177343496170672013-02-24T12:27:00.001-05:002013-02-24T12:27:02.966-05:00Happy 2 mo. Harper!a passive observerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00999172877200550679noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24741560.post-69445048985454770302013-02-19T03:29:00.001-05:002013-02-19T03:29:43.394-05:00After having a baby, I don't care much about being clever or cynical or the smartest/humblest person in the room anymore. I'm no longer I interested in "cool" things, nor am I on the search for all things "awesome". She's cool. She's awesome. Harper!a passive observerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00999172877200550679noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24741560.post-60743060726960885092013-02-14T17:07:00.001-05:002013-02-14T17:07:31.267-05:00Happy Valentines DayI heart you! a passive observerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00999172877200550679noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24741560.post-46940785974981261942013-02-13T23:48:00.001-05:002013-02-13T23:48:03.335-05:00Harper Analeigh O'Heath, the new love of my life. Born December 23, 2012. 6lbs 8oz 19in a passive observerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00999172877200550679noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24741560.post-70776676891024624442013-02-13T17:18:00.001-05:002013-02-13T17:18:06.072-05:00?I feel like screaming and crying. How am I going to make it through this????a passive observerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00999172877200550679noreply@blogger.com0