tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-247415602011-12-28T23:39:19.703-05:00Let my own lack of a voice be heard.a passive observerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00999172877200550679noreply@blogger.comBlogger2121100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24741560.post-74259548503912502222011-02-14T23:11:00.000-05:002011-02-14T23:11:08.084-05:00

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I am fighting the urge to bite the shit out of myself. Why do I keep doing this to myself. Somethings not right. When I grow up I'll be stable.

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i am in love.i am loved.i am losing.i am selfish.i am so fucking bored.shitdamnfuck

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Im scared. Im lonely. Im bored. My stomach hurts.

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Just dis covered this music. Love it. Havent found something like this in a while :)

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So many kisses this weekend. Death by kisses.

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I know this is weird, but I cant believe my name is Jessica. I'm freakin' out & feelin' real dumb right now!

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So, I'm wondering why you hate me so much. I still love you.

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I'm not feeling quite like myself. I knew being in treatment was a bad idea. I fee like I'm never gonna make it out of this alive.

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Cant help but feel like s*** when I'm around my mother.

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Dear floormates of Stevenson Tower D,If you sprinkleWhen you tinkleWipe the piss off the toilet:)

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Just because a group of black people happen to burst into laughter when you walk past, doesn't mean they're laughing at you...SIKE!

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Im so over it! Whatever it is, let it be!

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I WILL eat my vegetables everyday! I WILL eat my vegetables everyday!

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Um, I want a baby. Now how is my single self gonna make that work?

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I sucks pretending to be happy.

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I can't figure out how to love you right.

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Damn, I want to travel so bad.

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Sometimes music is better than an orgasm.

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My heart doesn't feel like winter.

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I had a dream that I got to know and had a "good" time with Donald Glover.

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Where am I supposed to put all of my secrets. This blog used to be it

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You have no idea what you're talking about and I love you.

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Not much to look at, but I love this version versus the original.

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I am the most vulnerable when I am undressing or bowling.

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PostSecret: Confessions on Life, Death and God from Frank Warren on Vimeo.

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I dont wanna grow up. Bring me all the toys you can find.You dont wanna grow up. You can be my partner in crime.

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I love how you thinks its sweet when you whisper "I love you". Thanks for being sweet.

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From now Im throwing my entire soul into this relationship. No more holding back.This is a snapshot of what a friendship with a person with Aspergers Syndrome can be like by Carmen, a woman with AS.Are you dating someone with Aspergers? People with Aspergers Syndrome (AS) range from mildly quirky to what you may call weird. And this can pose challenges for someone who is neurotypical or at least

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The sun has comethe mists have gonewe see in the distanceour long way homeI was always yours to haveyou were always minewe have loved each otherin and out of timeWhen the first stone looked up at the blazing sunand the first tree struggled up from the forest floorI have always loved you moreYou freed your braidsgave your hair to the breezeit hung like a hive of honey beesI reached in the massfor

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I think Im in love with Jim Carrey. Am I crazy?

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Im the happiest I've been in years! For the longest time I though depression was a normal way of life: it comes for months- then goes. And maybe for a college kid on academic probation this is true, but I didnt have to be. For reasons that i will not get into, I was in a very unhealthy environment with a very dear friend. We both suffered from depression; she more so than I. Whenever one of us

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I wish it were summer:(

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I am so damn tired of facebook statuses. Is it necessary for me to know what is going on in your mind at all times? Somebody save meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

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Now I am 22

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Ok, so now that i have finally calmed down I can say PRAISE THE LORD!Never thought it would have. Never thought it COULD happen. Lol, Im still speechless. Can you believe that? Barack Obama is the President of the United States and I along with millions of my other fellow Americans made that happen. In 2004 9% of the Democratic vote was young people. Even though we registed in record numbers (as

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Happy Halloween!!Vote Obama 2008!

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One of my favorite shows. Funniest shit ever!

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Im sorry. I didnt mean to hurt you. Im sorry that I judged you and couldnt even back my words up:( You would never do that to me. I wont interfere ever again.

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After lots of scrambling and begging, Ive finally come up with the money to go to Lollopalooza this year. I cant believe it:) I didnt think it would happen--Ive been trying to win tickets from WGNRadio for about 3 weeks now to no avail. I aslo wrote to every online community that was giving them out but no one ever answered me back. After I exhausted every attempt I thought I had I called my aunt

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I want some damn lipglossSophmore year: Theresa is trying to catch me doing something funny. Doesnt quite work though.

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At lake Michigan with Pat, Kelsey and Mckenzie

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Summer is just about over for me and I still dont have a job. Its times like this that i feel like an absolute failure. At least when I was in school I could hide behind my studies. But now....now I feel so naked and vunerable to criticism. Im tired of making promises to myself and never caring them out. Im tired of sitting back and letting life happen to me. Ive always been a dreamer. When I was

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When you were here before, Couldn't look you in the eyeYou're just like an angel, Your skin makes me cry********You float like a featherIn a beautiful worldI wish I was specialYou're so fucking special********But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdoWhat the hell am I doin' here?I don't belong here********I don't care if it hurts, I wanna have controlI want a perfect body I want a perfect soul********I want

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This my favorite scene from my favorite movie--Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind.Beautiful.

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After some cooling down I like to say that, by no means is outward appearance an measure of true beauty. And although Id like to agree why black women are just as beautiful as anyone it still wouldnt matter. Beauty is not the only thing that matters in a person and to merely pick at someones appearance as to place value is dispicable.

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I NEED FEEBACKSometimes I feel like a child, unable to regulate or articulate my emotions . This is because I feel so passionately about certain subjects and often am overtaken with anger or zeal while in the midst of explaing myself. Often this includes matters such as race and religion and sexual orientation or politics which is why I tend to become closed mouth (and some would agree that this

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Sydney with Diamond GirlPat and INot a very flattering picture of Pat or Ashley MeI'm not very sure what was supposed to represent the 4th of July in these pictures, but they are all I've got.

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Oh, this was a great day. Theresa and I wanted to make our own video to the Breeders-Cannonbal. We only got 53 secs through it though. Maybe we should finish it.

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Over the decades there has been a standard of the ideal woman and now, with the help of the media, we are beat over the head with this idea of “beauty”. And because of that our subconscious is invaded and we are overwhelmed with the feelings of shame and inadequacy. It started off with our beloved Barbie, a slender, white, blue-eyed female with unrealistic curves and a disproportionate bust. If

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Are strangers just friends we havent met yet?

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We dont see things as they are. We see things as WE are.an interesting quote by Anis Nin. One that I find so true.

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Sometimes I feel like a bitch when I think about how you must think that I dont care. But, its actually that Im just too sensitive to let myself care. Maybe thats selfish of me, but when I know you are depressed its hard for me to want to get involed because I have my empathic blockers up. Ill just crumble if I let myself go to that place again. Im sorry. Fuck....how will I ever be a Therapist

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This is one of the cutest videos Ive ever come across. Watch as this 3 year old sings one the Beatles most popluar songs: Hey Jude. Hes so on key and you can just tell that hes feelin' it and hearing the music in his head as he hums along in between verses. Adorable!

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Forgive my language, but this will the whitest post that I will ever have had on here. I usually dont do this but these songs just touch me.I Hope You Dance- Lee Ann WomackForever and for Always- Shania Twain

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My own banana peel fortune.

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Never knew I had a love for Shania Twain. This is one of the most beautiful songs Ive heard. I dedicate this to my Beau--Patrick. I love you.

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You may recognize this 90's hit lead vocalist from an earlier post. This is Skye Edwards (Love Show)singing Morcheebas most memorable song of the 90'"Trigger Hippie"Enjoy!

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Spring break with my two best friends. I love this picture.

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This blog definitely needs a makeover!

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I thought this was just so lovely looking.

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I came across this video on the website of a fellow blogger. Since then I've been listening to it nonstop. Its a beautiful song sang by a beautiful person. You might recognize her as the lead singer of the 90's trip-hop band Morcheeba. Enjoy!Skye: Love Show

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Im enrolled in Art 102 in order to complete my art minor at NIU. We're working with Photoshop a hell of a lot which I am not very familiar with. So far we have done 3 projects. Im just now finishig up my 4th one and this Thursday I turn it in. I need an "A" in this class, but so far my grades have been all across the board; a "B" on the first, "A" on the second and then a "C" on the third (sadly)

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Sometimes I get so sick and tired of hearing about peoples problems. Deal with it, Ok!? I hate wallowing in self pitty and the pathetic searching for a reason to be unhappy. There is so much to be grateful for. I have stuggled too, with depression and Im trying hard to push past it. Im pushing. I am pushing!! Im not claiming this damned disease any longer and neither should you. Lets pull our

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Sydney sent me a link to this video. The artist is Santogold. Shes a black girl from Philly (which is cool). Her styles include New wave, Psychobilly, pop...lots of stuff. I dont know much about her yet, but Ive kinda got a crush on this song. The video is a tad bit disturbing , but the lyrics are good. scroll down and listen without the video if you must.Enjoy!

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Some discoveries are best kept to your self!

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i am not who you think i am

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This is me being you.

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This song holds a dear place in my heart. This was my moms song when my parents were divorcing.

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words cannot explain the amount of disdain I have for my sperm donor. i used to think he was the smartest man in the world. lol, and then slowly but surely i find out that hes just a fucking man. jeez, what a let down.

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I have always been a dreamer. Forever in a constant state of thoughts of the future and ideas of what would make me a better me. And as long as I can remeber Ive always compared myself to others (I mean, who doesnt?). Its our way of measuring our rank, socially and a way to motivate ourselves. However, this never motivated me. It served as an exact opposite purpose. And I would end up depressed

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Im rediscovering my love for the Smiths right now. In high school I ached so passionately for a parnter. These words. These words were for me:LAST NIGHT I DREAMTTHAT SOMEBODY LOVED MENO HOPE NO HARMJUST ANOTHER FALSE ALRAMLAST NIGHT I FELTREAL ARMS AROUND MENO HOPE NO HARMJUST ANOTHER FALSE ALARMSO TELL ME HOW LONGBEFORE THE LAST ONESO TELL ME HOW LONGBEFORE THE RIGHT ONETHIS STORY IS OLD, I

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http://www.nataliedee.com/

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Now I now this campaign is more than about HOPE, but I cant help but be so damned excited.VOTE

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Smashing Pumpkins- DisarmGarbage- The Trick is to Keep Breathing

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IF IM DESTINED FOR GREATNESS, PLEASE TELL ME NOW.

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Is it unnatural to not really want friends?

a passive observerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00999172877200550679noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24741560.post-5502302992234382922008-02-29T15:38:00.000-05:002008-02-29T15:40:12.710-05:00

Wow, today is February 29. How weird.

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my mother read my entire blog the other day. i left it up the other day, so...now i know how sydney feels :(

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Now I am 21

a passive observerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00999172877200550679noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24741560.post-38872435092113339262008-01-30T22:26:00.001-05:002008-01-30T22:36:51.438-05:00

Never knew I could feel like this. Like Ive never seen the sky before.Want to vanish inside your kiss.Everyday I love you moreand more.

a passive observerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00999172877200550679noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24741560.post-16415742043098298672008-01-26T16:30:00.001-05:002008-01-26T16:30:24.938-05:00

why does sex have to feel so good?

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I likey

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So....Im back at school. I didnt have to drop out. All thanks to my mother. This semester will be different however. I will be without my better half. This worries me. He was my good luck charm:) I had never been so happy in my whole 20 years on earth. And my grades had never looked so fantastic. I ended up getting: A A A A B B; not bad huh?Anyway. Ive tried to pump myself up and prepare to be

a passive observerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00999172877200550679noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24741560.post-50258741066310990712007-12-17T00:35:00.000-05:002008-01-12T17:09:22.151-05:00

wow, who knew she was a singer too? Charlotte Gainsbourg

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Racial threats. School on lockdown. Cancelled finals. 2 inches of ice.

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Dorsal-root ganglia?Somatosensory System?Substantia nigra?Homonculus....???I cant wait to be done with Intro to Brain 300

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A goofy piece of my childhood. 15 years ago, and I never forgot these words.

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With my own hands trembling.I wipe the sweat from her brown.You dont even know how alike we are darling.You feel alone.Ode to Ashley.I love you, my lost little bear.One day you and I will be sure of ourselves.And we will frolic, merrily, happily, shamelessly.Did you ever feel like you were perfect on the outside?And had wonderful ideas and a crafty mind?But for some reason they could never

a passive observerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00999172877200550679noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24741560.post-66690427972729125172007-11-28T15:07:00.001-05:002007-11-28T15:33:20.363-05:00

So, its official. Im taking next semester off to work full time and settle my debts. Ive never had a job before, and Im terrified. I have this ridiculous fear of failure. Freshmen year I turned that fear into a Self_Fulfilling Prophecy and flunked out. I can't let this happen this time. It doesnt take a genius to work at Target, lol. And its ok if I mess up. Thats what training is for. I need to

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