Just a Reminder

Some discoveries are best kept to your self!

i am not who you think i am

This is me being you.

Lauryn Hill: Ex-Factor

This song holds a dear place in my heart. This was my moms song when my parents were divorcing.

Mein Vater

words cannot explain the amount of disdain I have for my sperm donor. i used to think he was the smartest man in the world. lol, and then slowly but surely i find out that hes just a fucking man. jeez, what a let down.

Be Happy

I have always been a dreamer. Forever in a constant state of thoughts of the future and ideas of what would make me a better me. And as long as I can remeber Ive always compared myself to others (I mean, who doesnt?). Its our way of measuring our rank, socially and a way to motivate ourselves. However, this never motivated me. It served as an exact opposite purpose. And I would end up depressed about my underprivaliged life, lack of friends, money, what have you. But it wasnt until I got to know one person in particular that I used to constantly compare myself to. Thats when I found out that she was miserable. I was so shocked. She seemed to have everthing together. This was such a revalation. And thats when I realised the age old saying of looks and deceit that everything became clear to me. Since then Ive tried to be content with what I have and positive things from within as a way to motivate myself. When I think back, I see that things had gotten really terrible. My life was static and meaningless. I was so busy dreaming, comparing and yearning that I never allowed myself to make my dreams come true. Now Im trying to take one day at a time, appreciate the small things that make like special and be happy :)

Story of my life...until recently

Im rediscovering my love for the Smiths right now. In high school I ached so passionately for a parnter. These words. These words were for me:

LAST NIGHT I DREAMT
THAT SOMEBODY LOVED ME
NO HOPE NO HARM
JUST ANOTHER FALSE ALRAM

LAST NIGHT I FELT
REAL ARMS AROUND ME
NO HOPE NO HARM
JUST ANOTHER FALSE ALARM

SO TELL ME HOW LONG
BEFORE THE LAST ONE
SO TELL ME HOW LONG
BEFORE THE RIGHT ONE

THIS STORY IS OLD, I KNOW
BUT IT GOES ON

THIS STORY IS OLD, I KNOW
BUT IT GOES ON


and heres a video.

So cute

http://www.nataliedee.com/

Sí, se puede

Now I now this campaign is more than about HOPE, but I cant help but be so damned excited.




VOTE

Please enjoy these videos

Smashing Pumpkins- Disarm



Garbage- The Trick is to Keep Breathing

IF IM DESTINED FOR GREATNESS, PLEASE TELL ME NOW.

Is it unnatural to not really want friends?

Wow, today is February 29. How weird.

my mother read my entire blog the other day. i left it up the other day, so...

now i know how sydney feels :(

Now I am 21

My Patrick

Never knew I could feel like this.

Like Ive never seen the sky before.

Want to vanish inside your kiss.

Everyday I love you more

and more.

why does sex have to feel so good?

A little fun with Fotoflexer.com

I likey

Namaste

So....Im back at school. I didnt have to drop out. All thanks to my mother. This semester will be different however. I will be without my better half. This worries me. He was my good luck charm:) I had never been so happy in my whole 20 years on earth. And my grades had never looked so fantastic. I ended up getting: A A A A B B; not bad huh?

Anyway. Ive tried to pump myself up and prepare to be without him. Patrick. I love you so much darling. You havent a clue. But ill be strong this semester and wil rely on my meditation and art to aliviate the sorrow I may develope. This is a new year. And Im happy. And excited. And so so grateful. Thank you Lord for blessing me with what I felt I always needed. He is more than I ever imagined I would ever have.

Namaste

i like this one

wow, who knew she was a singer too?

Charlotte Gainsbourg

Wow

Racial threats. School on lockdown. Cancelled finals. 2 inches of ice.

oh god

Dorsal-root ganglia?

Somatosensory System?

Substantia nigra?

Homonculus....???

I cant wait to be done with Intro to Brain 300

Omg Denver!!!

A goofy piece of my childhood. 15 years ago, and I never forgot these words.

trans europe express