Sometimes I feel like a bitch when I think about how you must think that I dont care. But, its actually that Im just too sensitive to let myself care. Maybe thats selfish of me, but when I know you are depressed its hard for me to want to get involed because I have my empathic blockers up. Ill just crumble if I let myself go to that place again. Im sorry.

Fuck....how will I ever be a Therapist if I cant get over this?!