Happy 3 month, Harper

I can't believe how big you're getting, darling!

<3 <3

My chunky monkey is getting so big :)

"Never knew I could feel like this. Like I've never seen the sky before. Want to vanish inside you bliss. Everyday I love you more and more. "

I love my braids!!

Last twist out before I put the yarn braids back in!

Happy 2 mo. Harper!

After having a baby, I don't care much about being clever or cynical or the smartest/humblest person in the room anymore. I'm no longer I interested in "cool" things, nor am I on the search for all things "awesome". She's cool. She's awesome. Harper!

Happy Valentines Day

I heart you!

Harper Analeigh O'Heath, the new love of my life. Born December 23, 2012. 6lbs 8oz 19in

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I feel like screaming and crying. How am I going to make it through this????

Garbage - The Trick Is To Keep Breathing (HD Official Video)

The trick is to keep breathing...

I am fighting the urge to bite the shit out of myself. Why do I keep doing this to myself. Somethings not right. When I grow up I'll be stable.

i am in love.

i am loved.

i am losing.

i am selfish.

i am so fucking bored.

shit

damn

fuck

WLS

Im scared. Im lonely. Im bored. My stomach hurts.

Florence + The Machine - Cosmic Love

Just dis covered this music. Love it. Havent found something like this in a while :)

So many kisses this weekend. Death by kisses.

I know this is weird, but I cant believe my name is Jessica. I'm freakin' out & feelin' real dumb right now!

So, I'm wondering why you hate me so much. I still love you.

I'm not feeling quite like myself. I knew being in treatment was a bad idea. I fee like I'm never gonna make it out of this alive.

Cant help but feel like s*** when I'm around my mother.

Dear floormates of Stevenson Tower D,

If you sprinkle

When you tinkle

Wipe the piss off the toilet

:)

Just because a group of black people happen to burst into laughter when you walk past, doesn't mean they're laughing at you...SIKE!

Im so over it! Whatever it is, let it be!

Maxwell: Fistful of Tears