Friday, April 11, 2014

I can't believe I'm back here. Just in case something terrible happens to me, I want you guys to know that I love you. 
Especially you!


Friday, April 04, 2014

I feel like killing myself. I can't tell anyone though. Being a mom is super fucking hard. I'm terrified!

Tuesday, March 26, 2013

Happy 3 month, Harper

I can't believe how big you're getting, darling!

Monday, March 18, 2013

<3 <3

My chunky monkey is getting so big :)

Sunday, March 10, 2013

"Never knew I could feel like this. Like I've never seen the sky before. Want to vanish inside you bliss. Everyday I love you more and more. "

Wednesday, March 06, 2013

I love my braids!!

Last twist out before I put the yarn braids back in!

Tuesday, February 19, 2013

After having a baby, I don't care much about being clever or cynical or the smartest/humblest person in the room anymore. I'm no longer I interested in "cool" things, nor am I on the search for all things "awesome". She's cool. She's awesome. Harper!

Thursday, February 14, 2013

Wednesday, February 13, 2013

Harper Analeigh O'Heath, the new love of my life. Born December 23, 2012. 6lbs 8oz 19in

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I feel like screaming and crying. How am I going to make it through this????

Monday, February 14, 2011

Garbage - The Trick Is To Keep Breathing (HD Official Video)

The trick is to keep breathing...

I am fighting the urge to bite the shit out of myself. Why do I keep doing this to myself. Somethings not right. When I grow up I'll be stable.

Saturday, December 11, 2010

Tuesday, December 07, 2010

i am in love.
i am loved.
i am losing.
i am selfish.
i am so fucking bored.
shit
damn
fuck

WLS

Im scared. Im lonely. Im bored. My stomach hurts.

Saturday, September 25, 2010

Florence + The Machine - Cosmic Love

Just dis covered this music. Love it. Havent found something like this in a while :)


Monday, September 13, 2010

So many kisses this weekend. Death by kisses.

Saturday, September 11, 2010


I know this is weird, but I cant believe my name is Jessica. I'm freakin' out & feelin' real dumb right now!







Thursday, September 02, 2010

So, I'm wondering why you hate me so much. I still love you.

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

I'm not feeling quite like myself. I knew being in treatment was a bad idea. I fee like I'm never gonna make it out of this alive.

Monday, August 09, 2010

Cant help but feel like s*** when I'm around my mother.

Thursday, April 29, 2010

Dear floormates of Stevenson Tower D,

If you sprinkle
When you tinkle
Wipe the piss off the toilet

:)

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Just because a group of black people happen to burst into laughter when you walk past, doesn't mean they're laughing at you...SIKE!