Tuesday, February 27, 2007

freshmen year creativity

Damn I loved that room


No longer shall you need.
You always wanted to believe,
Just ask and you'll receive,
Beyond your wildest dreams.

And You Already know.
Yeah, you already know
How this will end...

One and only

I am 20 years old and I have never had a boyfriend. This is the most pathetic thing I have ever admitted. Im sure I can come up with worse but at this moment of my life it seems to be the only thing that matters. I am trying terribly hard to be patient, but sometimes I dont think I can take it.

I just want to be held and loved. I know some people wait their whole lives for this, I bet most of whom are married. I want someone to be my one and only. I want to be someones. I know hes out there...and probably thinking of me too.

My man is out there somewhere...waiting for me. He is not complete just yet and neither am I. And when we meet we'll know. Just like in that song...or that movie...or that poem. When we know right away. When people around us will know.

I am thinking of you my man.

Monday, February 26, 2007

Saturday, February 24, 2007

Friday, February 23, 2007

Love Profusion

There are too many questions
There is not one solution
There is no resurrection
There is so much confusion

And the love profusion
You make me feel
You make me know
And the love vibration
You make me feel
You make it shine

There are too many options
There is no consolation
I have lost my illusions
What I want is an explanation

And the love profusion
You make me feel
You make me know
And the love direction
You make me feel
You make me shine

There is no comprehension
There is real isolation
There is so much destruction
What I want is a ce
Photo by Astrid Lee , titled "Physical Heart"

Thursday, February 22, 2007

A magnificent concrete jungle...

The city is alive, and her name is Chicago.

Sunday, February 18, 2007

So you're saying time is a personal...emotional thing?

your heart...

is like a clock measuring time...

and one's emotional state determines the flow of time.

It speeds it up or slows it down.

It's true.

Don't bad things always seem to last longer than good?

But good things seem to just fly by...

like the best times in life.

Like... falling in love.

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

I Feel

That something amazing is going to happen...

Friday, February 09, 2007

never ask a boy what hes thinking :(

You're always in my head.

And I want you there. Lets dwell....

right there.

Thursday, February 08, 2007

When I'm a Grandmother, Im gonna sit back and laugh at all of this shite!

The Fountainhead by Ayn Rand

one of my favorite passages...

Toohey: Mr. Roark, we're alone here. Why don'tyou tell me what you think of me. In any words you wish. No one will hear us.

Roark: But I don't think of you.

[Toohey's face had an expression of attentiveness, of listening quietly to something as simple as fate. He remained silent, and Roark asked:]

Roark: What did you want me to say?

[Toohey looked at him, and then at the bare trees around them, at the river far below, at the great rise of the sky beyond the river.]

Toohey: Nothing

[He walked away, his steps creaking on the gravel in the silence, sharp and even, like the cracks of an engines;s pistons. Roark stood alone in the empty driveway, looking at the building.]

My Dear John

Im so glad i broke my own rules. Because now i know.