Tuesday, December 01, 2015

How can I be in a relationship and yet feel so lonely?

Sunday, August 09, 2015

Dear Quentin

I have never been more disappointed in anyone than I am in you right now. This is exactly the reason why I keep to myself and don't want to let anyone in. You've broken my heart and I can't say I don't hate you for it. All I can do now is start unravelling my feelings. Start from scratch and learn how to forget you. I've let myself obsess and dream about a future with you. I feel like an idiot now. But you warned me about your tendencies early on...I should have listened. Image from https://s-media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com/736x/b1/87/65/b187653bc8cf5437e7dc0663bbea3081.jpg.

Thursday, August 06, 2015

I really hate putting this out into the universe, but I feel like soon I'm gonna be gone. 

Monday, August 03, 2015

Sunday, June 28, 2015

This is all of me that I have to leave behind. I don't know what the future holds and quite frankly, I don't care. I'm so tired of my anxiety and constant self doubt. I'm pretty sure this is all karma. I really wish I had more to add to this journal except pain. One thing I do want to say though: I love you Q, but I'm not sure that we can even be friends at this point....

Tuesday, February 24, 2015

I feel like crying. Why am I feeling so lonely right now?

Saturday, February 21, 2015

All I can think about....is you. Everything else is just background noise.