I hate being wrong. But it seems like lately, thats all I've been. I try to be a good person but sometimes I feel it's all for show. I feel like if no one were watching me that I might do terrible, HORRIBLE things. But that can't be true. Wait a minute... Ive got to be a good person at heart, though I do some very bad things. I cant even think right now, I cant write. I feel so confused. Im a little dizzy too. Im not anxious yet though...thank God. Because when I start panicing its all over.